It's just filled with shit

Life can really be hard on you. One moment you find yourself happy living it, and one moment you find yourself struggling to keep up with it.

When you are delighted with everything in your life, there's always that thought in your mind that you wish everyday, everything could be just like that moment you are in. Friends, boyfriend or girlfriend, family, school,everything is just the way you want it. Of course, nothing ever does stay that good. One way or another, life shifts its course and you become one of those people wishing that it could be like that moment when everything was just perfect to you. You then also wish you could undo that yearning of yours when you were a kid, wanting to grow up faster. You wish you could still be a kid, being carefree and just do what you're told to. No problems, no hurdles, nothing but just your colouring book and your dolls.

Nevertheless, you have to wake up and realise that there is no point wishing back for the past when you can do something about it to make it better. You realise that you can't undo the process of growing up and besides, colouring books and dolls, you get bored of it after a while. You realise that there is no point in still wanting to be a kid because if you wanted to be carefree, you can just do so, right now.

There is always hope within us that we can always overcome hurdles in life. People put that hope in us, making us believe that anything is possible with just your will to carry on and a little luck in hand.

Life is full of shit. But it's the people in it that makes it all worth it.



Toodles with love,
Alanna the Banana