I procrastinate so much that people can go to broga hill and come back and sleep and finish their work and have time to hang out with their friends and prepare for the next week's lectures and lessons. And yet, I will still be there procrastinating, as I am now, blogging, therefore procrastinating on my work. No sense of urgency anymore. D=
Toodles with procrastination,
Alanna the Banana
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Friday, August 13, 2010
Best thing that has ever been mine
I don't give a rat's ass if you say I'm always blogging about me being sappy and all. It's my blog!
Every time someone asks about me going to Aussieland next year, they usually follow up with another question asking how about my boyfriend. I usually say, "Well, he's staying. And he doesn't wanna go when I ask him if he does. So let it be. I'll just go." I always say it like there's no worries about anything, shrug the question off and I just smile. Deep down, it's always the opposite.
I just don't want to let anybody down. Especially when family members ask. I don't want to let them know I'm breaking down inside wishing I could just say no to going. I don't want to let my parents down, to tell them I wanna stay because of a boy, cause we've been through that before and I don't want to have to talk about it with them again. I gotta go and it's a fact.
Tomorrow, I hand in my application forms to the Universities' representatives. He and I are both praying that I get into UNSW. Yes, as much as I hate to leave this country, I'm quite excited about going to Aussieland. But still, I don't like that feeling in the gut which is making me question if I should go or not.
Toodles with love,
Alanna the Banana
Every time someone asks about me going to Aussieland next year, they usually follow up with another question asking how about my boyfriend. I usually say, "Well, he's staying. And he doesn't wanna go when I ask him if he does. So let it be. I'll just go." I always say it like there's no worries about anything, shrug the question off and I just smile. Deep down, it's always the opposite.
I just don't want to let anybody down. Especially when family members ask. I don't want to let them know I'm breaking down inside wishing I could just say no to going. I don't want to let my parents down, to tell them I wanna stay because of a boy, cause we've been through that before and I don't want to have to talk about it with them again. I gotta go and it's a fact.
Tomorrow, I hand in my application forms to the Universities' representatives. He and I are both praying that I get into UNSW. Yes, as much as I hate to leave this country, I'm quite excited about going to Aussieland. But still, I don't like that feeling in the gut which is making me question if I should go or not.
Toodles with love,
Alanna the Banana
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Fate, Faith and Hope
I woke up this morning feeling like the luckiest girl in the world. Even words cannot express the way I feel. I love you so much. To have you by my side, to wish me good morning the moment you wake up, to give me kisses when you feel like it, to have you return feelings for me.
It kills me to know I have to leave you here, and I have no idea how we're going to make it through, but we will. Screw those who say we'll never last, screw those who say time will change us, screw those who say that we'll never have a happy ending.
It may be difficult, but you and I are ready to face whatever life has up its sleeve. True that we're going to miss each other like crazy, but we both have ways to shorten that distance between us. We are going to make it through this two coming years. We will go through pain, happiness, misery and the whole lot, but in the end, we're going to come out stronger than ever. Two years, we make it through this, we'll be good in the future.
Just remember each time we miss each other, I will always come back to you, and for you. No matter what. I love you so much. And I will continue loving you, I can promise that.
With love,
Alanna
It kills me to know I have to leave you here, and I have no idea how we're going to make it through, but we will. Screw those who say we'll never last, screw those who say time will change us, screw those who say that we'll never have a happy ending.
It may be difficult, but you and I are ready to face whatever life has up its sleeve. True that we're going to miss each other like crazy, but we both have ways to shorten that distance between us. We are going to make it through this two coming years. We will go through pain, happiness, misery and the whole lot, but in the end, we're going to come out stronger than ever. Two years, we make it through this, we'll be good in the future.
Just remember each time we miss each other, I will always come back to you, and for you. No matter what. I love you so much. And I will continue loving you, I can promise that.
With love,
Alanna
Monday, August 2, 2010
I'm better with you gone
It's already August can you believe it? Time is flying by so fast I can barely say I need holidays. Which I don't. Maybe I do, but I enjoying learning things. The nerd in me has taken over once again so I'm drilling myself with Law cause I barely understand what goes on during lectures.
Well, nothing interesting cause all I've bee doing is studying and hanging out with the boy. Can't wait for girls' night on Wed. =) Drinking and monopoly REMATCH! The last we played, Pikky and I owed Leng Lei more than $24000 each. Pretty much broke, we had to liquidate all our properties. REMATCH DAMN IT!!
Well, nothing interesting cause all I've bee doing is studying and hanging out with the boy. Can't wait for girls' night on Wed. =) Drinking and monopoly REMATCH! The last we played, Pikky and I owed Leng Lei more than $24000 each. Pretty much broke, we had to liquidate all our properties. REMATCH DAMN IT!!
Look at his retard face.
Toodles with lots of love,
Alanna the Banana
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